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Making decision is hard. I spent a lot of time thinking and putting in every single effort in it. But it's even harder when the best decision I made, led me to realize that what I thought was mine, now belongs to someone else. I understand things happen for a reason and vowed to not give up on having hopes, but I never knew being convinced about it is so hard. Mr. Tranquility, where art thou? I.need.you. *sigh* =(