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People change. I'm aware of that. But the fact that they change so abruptly causes this enormous confusion and left me wondering if in any part of the process, I was to blame. I don't know if I'm overly sensitive with this issue at the state I am in right now but it's definitely something that leaves me in despair. Do I belong to this group of people? Cause if I do, I just can't imagine how much suffer AND suffocation other people go through because of me. Argh.

I woke up this morning from a sudden pain which I would be expecting to happen in the next 3 days.



Everything seems so depressing. =(